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I been out of work for five months now,out every day looking but nothing is out there,I cannot get unemployent for I worked for a nonprofi/org the lutheran mission,so now am very depress for my land lord wants three thousands by the first of the year or am out on the streets,I now owe about seven thousand between the rent and the gas bills,my children did talk me into putting up the tree,but it is a small one ,I had to tell my four grandchildren that their mom-mom will not have any gifts for them this year,right now so so depress all I been thinking about is ending my life,I have nothing to give any one and maybe no place to live,if I can come up with just two or three thosand ,my land lord said I can stay till march but no later,so am screew,I do not know where to go to get some help to pay my bills,I would clean other peoples's homes just to make a few dollars,I do not drive my transportaion is the bus and some days it is very cold out,Please can some one help me,am 57 years out and in need of others help,thank you ,clare bevans ,7803 saint gregory drive(410)388-1023